Missing

Something is missing,
not feeling empty,
just me and nothing,
no words but thinking,
how different days,
make different waves,
so every day,
is never the same.

my belly is full,
my appetite nulled,
my heart is yet torn,
my fervor still yearns,
hungry for life,
to experience more,
can't rid the feeling,
I know I need more.

capacity for intense feeling,
my thoughts constant deceiving,
attempting to please everyone,
missing the important person,
I needed to please me,
to feel unencumbered me,
unpick the retaining pin,
letting my new life begin.