Sitting, thinking, waking,
All consuming, aching,
Messed up feelings pervading,
Concentration waning,
Imagination raging,
Cigarette smoke exhaling,
Judgement error maybe?
Inner security collapsing,
Self protection engaging,
Confusion and devastating,
Scenarios all over playing,
Telephone and actuality,
Bloke in your car a reality,
I hate this feeling of jealousy.
Don't want it part of me,
Want to live life free,
Be confident and happy,
Not imprisoned emotionally,
Deal with my issues rationally,
Yes this is all within me,
This is me and my jealousy!
