Eyes boring into me
Eyes which are probing me
Eyes witch's are cursing me
Those eye's glaring at me
thoughts and fears weigh heavy
crushing me internally
feeling very unwelcome
doubts and apprehension cannot be undone
so hard to cope,
'play nice!', 'be nice!'
parting words from those who do not know?
I dread not and don't think so!
Is my life now screwed up?
Do I believe he does not suspect?
Guilt in my head, mind and soul
I don't know where to go?
Don't wish to return,
want to run away, be alone
be where no-one can find me
definitley, on my own.
I want to hate you, but can't
it's my own stupid fault, what have I done,
finding it difficult to be a man,
finding it so hard to understand.
killing me, crushing me, hurting me,
devastating, obliterating, heartbreaking,
where do I go? what do I do?
When will I ever be able to face you....?
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