Unknown Friend

To have known and no longer be touched,
To have felt you, but never enough,
To not look anymore and you are still here,
Where do I turn, do I walk out the door?
Do I forget the songs you adore?
This task a mountain, with vertical sides,
I’ll sleep in the valley and wait till I die
Or until lifted up by the greatest tsunami.
Whichever is closer, only fate will decide!
You are so special to me,
with every ebb and flow of the tide.
Never can I forget, let go or fade,
You are my best unknown friend,
We are symbiotic, both light and shade.
How the fuck, do I end this masquerade?