Should never have made eye contact,
or exchanged that knowing glance,
why didn't I say goodbye,
or tell you to get lost,
or leave it as it was,
Instead, here you are,
you burrowed into my head,
feeding off my thoughts,
excreting fear and dread,
I do not eat, have not smoked,
I cannot kill the beast,
trying to starve the demon,
seems only to make things worse.
up and down, around and around,
she's eating me alive,
what poison can I administer
to remove it from it's hive?
the guilt is quite un-bearable
and if ever to be discovered
would wreck our daily lives,
Though nothing ever happened
not even a stolen kiss, the
thought that I should tell
someone is very easy to miss.
This duel, with me a prisoner
against the mighty beast,
shall I fight it, tame it
or just accept defeat?
There is no escaping,
I run and cannot hide,
My soul inside is crying,
you fucked with my mind.
I need a resolution,
searching for hope I cannot find,
there's no daylight in the lair,
I am wondering around blind,
falling into a corner,
of an undiscovered room,
and finding peace and quiet,
only to be consumed......
Eaten by the ghost of guilt,
shouldn't I have lived much longer?
my destiny really this short?
I hope we can barter?
What deal will be struck?
do I actually have a choice?
Or am I very fucked?
Some light! shining on my face,
my eyes are hurting,
my eyes start searching,
the rescue party,
to save me from disgrace?
or more foul demons,
my torturers with fire?
ensuring no escape,
the punishment and hardship,
of everything I deserve.
I will never break my bonds,
that is my solemn promise,
please release me from these chains
and shackles, I promise to only serve.
Into sunshine,
Into sunshine,
enjoy, warmth on my back,
breath in new life,
breath in new life,
fill my lungs with delight,
What a nightmare journey,
a nightmare journey,
never to be repeated,
but where am I?
where am I?
Confused and with no way home,
I suffer being a castaway,
on an island all alone.......
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